~ghostddrp

so ill be updating this account with about a few hundred pics mainly photos over time not necessarily in order of date but I'll still be adding a few wallpapers every now and then if i get the time. For now
the usual rules

• No use outside of DA unless specified
• Don't claim it as your own (though I'm not claiming my photography is the greatest either so...yeah)
• Any other rule I forget and you can think of, feel free to add it.

Other than that I hope this works out.

Peace.
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So I finally updated the flickr account a little more.
[link]

I'm back? i guess from where? who knows. well i've been out having a blast and now it's come to a point to where it's going great. excluding the recently arised medical stuff. anywho hopefully once I sort out some more pictures I'll be opening up a new account for my photography on da if not then this is just a ramble and other priorities have come up. soo yup thats about it for now. peace.

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Update:

soo I've decided instead to just upload my photography on my myspace account which can be viewed in the album titled Photography. It's just easier for me..
Myspace link below
[link]

Soo I decided to open up a Flickr account for My Photography



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On another note if you ever left me a comment and I never responded I just wanted to say I'm truly sorry x.x I try to respond to all of them but may have not seen a few -.-
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DA doesn't allow much to type so i decided to put my profile in a journal... enjoy

Interests:
people o.o they're very interesting enough.. foods of all types and the strange stuff although nothing too odd though like bulls testicle soup... uhm yeah no thank you.
Favourite movie:
the ones that move and sound like you're there cause then its like o.o wtf? wow i never knew dead people uhm ... redieing? sounded like that?! heh no not really just good ones... any recommendations?
Favourite band or musician:
ohhh i know this uhm shoot where do i start how bout and odd selection...
marilyn manson, maxwell, mindless self indulgence, sade, dean martin, N*E*R*D, tsutchie, hide, HIM, Cartel, Sin Bandera, Emery, etc. etc.
Favourite genre of music: eh okay so i got like 11000+ and theres everything except country...
Favourite artist:
check my favorites it'll give you a taste. It's sort of like ice cream but uhm better cause well ok ice cream is a tough thing to replace but there's an assortment of flavors... of art? *shrugs* mmm cherry
Favourite poet or writer:
please send samples o.o im going to say the ones that make it count which would be anyone and everyone.
Favourite photographer:
youu!! .... o.o no really... you are if you happen to visit and feel like sharing please do
Favourite style or digital art:
either way its art no?
Operating System:
let's see sarcasm uhm... ones that work?
MP3 player of choice:
ill give a hint it plays music and videos
Shell of choice:
hehe a turtle!! no i'd rather choose a slug cause then it could walk across the path of a turtle make it slip and then hitch a ride
Wallpaper of choice:
It's a pic of Hong Kong at night!
Skin of choice:
o.o holy shit they have those?! sigh and here ive been living in this one for a while
oh well im happy with my choice so no thank you... damn attractive marketing
Favourite game:
Life... yeah it goes by soo fast -.-
Favourite gaming platform:
uhm it's been a while so uhm one thats nearby if i have the time.
Favourite cartoon character:
yayyyy the fun part... but this includes plushies and mascots?
hmm Thumper!!!, pepe le pew, mashimaro, garfield, eeyore, energizer bunny ( i may or maynot believe in the batteries but i believe in the bunny!!!) and im sure theres more but im all out at the moment...
Personal Quote:
there's alot soo just ask i may come up with one or ill just think of something really really random ask around you'll see what i mean *squints*
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Nothing.

so winter is nearing around the corner. And I really enjoy the cold but along with the cold comes something that i've dealt with most of my life. My only source of therapy is being repaired (ipod-> more importantly music). So lately it's hitting pretty hard. Sleep doesn't really fix it and its not completely painstaking in the mental sense.

This is the part that goes like this. I wish I was a stuffed animal, so I could sit there quietly listening to everything and watch others go on in their daily life. Traveling from house to house within the years like an orphan and seeing so much... till death by wear and tear or just some issue filled kid or possibly even a dog tearing me to shreds. If I were lucky enough taken in by a family that has love for one another and be a prized possesion. This isn't to be read into and dealt with like a psychological family issue on my part. It's just a random idea that came to mind a few days ago. The life of a stuffed animal. Anyways yeah winter is around the corner its kicking in and the independance of my _______ . It stalks me like a presence, not quite shunned not quite wanted, just there.

Meanwhile spaced out and having headaches like a lightning storm seem to be the theme. For those who don't know and wonder I cracked my head open when i was younger and in the past week ive hit my head pretty much on all sides within that time. This is just ventilation nothing more nothing less. Call it what you want but thats the intention.